I'm sure we've all felt this way at one point or another...
I get tired of putting everybody else first and still feeling like crap at the end of the day.
I wish that I didn't have so many family obligations, but I still love being able to be there for them.
I hate putting everything I have into what I'm doing and not even getting a nod of acknowledgment for it.
I can't stand being put on the spot by people who don't deal with a FRACTION of the things I go through, who only have themselves to worry about and nobody leaning on them for support.
I especially get pissed off when lectured by those people.
Primarily, all I want is a little time to breath and enjoy myself with out being overwhelmed from all directions with responsibilities.
I realize that when I'm being pulled in one direction, something else gets neglected.
Sacrifice is a part of my life, but I know I have my priorities straight.
We all know that most of the time, need comes before want.
I just want to relax for a day
ONE day a week.
Because I deserve a day off... a REAL day off where I don't have to think of anything negative.
ONE day to have the weight lifted off me... without it being replaced with something else.
"It's not fair," is a very childish way to put it, but it's how I feel so much of the time.